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There's Beauty In All My Imperfections

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Posted by: silently_screaming_your_name Original: 8/10/2005 1:13 PM Views: 3 Comments: 22 eProps: 30 Read Comments Post a Comment Back to Your Xanga Site

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Wednesday, August 10, 2005

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Matthew Thiessen is so beautiful. i mean, look at that face, man...

ooohhhh lordy lordy. be still my heart....<333

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alright. a lil more advertizing. yall NEED to come to our worship night on sunday... it shall be the bomb... again, it's sunday night at 7 at Blue Ball Church. if you need directions... i can't give them to you. ha, you'll hafta ask someone with a good sence of direction... like, mapquest, or something.

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alright.......

so i was gnna wait until HANNAH and DAN updated their sites (cough hint cough hint) so i could get the PICTURES of their SITES but i guess i'll update now since they're SO SLOW.

so the camping weekend ROCKED. we had so much fun. especially dan and hannah and i. wow, we're weird. ok, i'll start at the beginning. so dan was walking around and randomly came and found me when i got there (thank goodness. i didn't hafta search the campground up and down looking for them) and so we went around looking for everyone else... when we soon found out that anthony had brought his halo 2 (ugh) and so we had to sit and watch them play taht for a while... till we got really bored so we went in dans car (he just got his licence... like, 4 days beforehand) and blasted gwen stafani (the most amazing woman on the face of the planet) and then kristin and lauren got there so then we hung out for a lil... then ppl quit playing halo so we hung out with them for a lil... thennn dan and kristin went to his car again and the windows were all foggy cuz of the humidity... so it looked very... uh... strange. LOL. they were just talking too much tho... mind you.

so then the next day (the fun began) kristin and lauren had to work... so it was just dan, hannah and i. we got bored so we walked around and found this long road... and used it for a runway. and so we practiced our model walks and took pictures... and we found a speed limit sign and advertized it. then we went back to dans car and drove around... and that's when The System found us. and from then on we took rides in dans car in the same exact places at exactly 20 after and 10 till of every hour... and listened to gwen stafani at different parts of the ride (she's our leader)... and yeah. if we broke any of the rules, we weren't "following the system" and we would be punished. we wrote "the ride" and "follow the system" all over the back of his car with our fingers (that's what we called it... "the ride") and yeah. that basicly ate up our whole day.

that night we went to the Jigger Shop (which, chad had never been there and thought it was an adult bookstore) and we all got ice cream... and devin and rachel got the same thing and both got sick. so we plan to sue them. ha. devin got it worse than rachel tho. i felt so bad. poor devin.

anywho the next day was church and then we left from there.

then was janelles baby shower... which devin was supposed to meet me there... but then never showed up... so it was just me and alita.... and chad and sam for a bit... but they left pretty soon after we got there. so then we saw a bunch of ppl we'd went to the beach with before... like, this old guy named Lee... he's HILARIOUS... he's my hero. i love him.

anywho... that was the camping weekend. HOPEFULLY i'll HAVE pictures ONE of these days... COUGH COUGH

so yeah. i don't feel like typing anymore so that's all for now.

laters

-=car*ssa=-

the queen of glass

[<3]

This Mess Of Life
by meee

Here I stand, This is me.
It's the best I'll ever be.
I know I'm broken, hurt and frail,
Will You look past those times I've failed?

I won't deny it, I've done You wrong.
I can't believe You've held on so long.
Take my life, I don't want it.
It's too hard for me to fix.

Lord, please take this mess of life.
Help me escape all my strife.
Stop me from running back for more.
I wish I'd come back You before.
When I ran away from You
Your arms were there to run back to
I took my time, distroyed my life
I was to weak, thought I could fight.
When I fell down You ran to me
And took my burdens, now I'm free.

yeah. it's kinda gay. feel free to make fun.

Posted 8/10/2005 1:13 PM - 3 Views - 30 eProps - 22 comments

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Heyyyyy =) we gonna see a movie tomarrow or what? =P

call me!!

Posted 8/10/2005 6:18 PM by Anonymous - reply

A guy blasting Gwen Stafani? hmmm haha and foggy windows....haha oh my.
Well it's good that you had fun.....and I might be able to come to the thing on the 24th......sounds fun.

Posted 8/10/2005 7:27 PM by Anonymous - reply

Visit until_the_winter_fades's Xanga Site!

aw, cari, i'm sorry. i don't have time or patience to put on all those pictures.....i think maybe dan is putting them on. if you really want them, i can email them to you or something.

nice song.....i think.

last weekend was definetly intersting.

Hannah

Posted 8/11/2005 2:54 PM by until_the_winter_fades - reply

Ya it's new. Sweet huh? And is it just me, or can you scroll right forever on your site?
And I'll see if I can come on the 24th. haha geez talk about pressure.

Posted 8/11/2005 7:08 PM by Anonymous - reply

actually the song is pretty good, yeah the jigger shop had some weird effects on me too. Not really but, the mshake i had was Waaaaaaay too sweet. Anyway seeya on sunday!

Posted 8/11/2005 11:39 PM by Anonymous - reply

Hello
I found you on Jesus Is not Religion and just wanted to say hello. Keep Jesus as the lover of your soul!!

Posted 8/12/2005 12:50 PM by surrender186 - reply

hey cari! this is alyssa, i'll be your buddy for school. i heard you can't make it too the icecream social. too bad. oh well i guess i see you when school starts.

Posted 8/13/2005 4:45 PM by gracefull316 - reply

um, dont you mean handsome?...

Posted 8/13/2005 7:03 PM by Anonymous - reply

wow this really sux that i fell asleep i missed yas

that poem thing is really cool makes all my crap relaly sux

Posted 8/13/2005 8:43 PM by Anonymous - reply

hey, do people call you cari, or carissa? just wandering.

Posted 8/13/2005 9:29 PM by gracefull316 - reply

hey thanks for coming to our concert, hoped you liked it.

Posted 8/15/2005 10:56 PM by Excon25 - reply

*FAINTS* OH MY WORD!! HOTTIE HOTTIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DANG!!!!!!!!!

Posted 8/16/2005 10:51 AM by Anonymous - reply

hmmm, we gotta talk cuz i NEED to see those pics plus i got an amazing one of my bro....tight white shirt...i mean seriously, what more could ya want rite?...haha

Posted 8/16/2005 4:55 PM by nethingatall - reply

lol I love relient K!! soo how are you?? I like your song~gqwen steffani rocks!! ohh yaaa! well write back i love you gurlie!!

iam going blonde in a week!!!

Meagan

Posted 8/16/2005 7:04 PM by CurlyQ1159 - reply

hey cari i haven't talked to u in the longest time i really really miss yas

hopefully i'll ttyl

Posted 8/18/2005 11:47 AM by Anonymous - reply

Have fun at Purple Door!

Dude, Matt is a wimp. That music video got kind of dumb when it was just him looking at the camera for half the time.

Posted 8/19/2005 8:52 AM by Anonymous - reply

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Posted 8/19/2005 5:58 PM by b0a0 - reply

CARIIIIIIIIIIII

WE MET HIMMMMMMMM.

Posted 8/21/2005 2:34 AM by ForeverAndAfter7 - reply

I'm so hyper right now. I went to bed at 4. then got up at like 12:20 now like i'm trying to find people to call and tell them about PURPLE DOOR and something else love yaaaaaaaaaaaa<3

Posted 8/21/2005 12:47 PM by ForeverAndAfter7 - reply

Hey girl, do you know about our bible study in September? Can you join us????

Posted 8/21/2005 4:16 PM by Anonymous - reply

okay, I'm gonna leave you another comment because I just am...I totallywish you'd get onlineeeeeeeee. cause i have something to showwwwwwww you<3<3<3<3<3<3<3!

Posted 8/21/2005 7:49 PM by ForeverAndAfter7 - reply

HAHAHA!!! yeah, I guess matt is hotter than me... but he doesn't get more chicks! lol.

SUCK ON THAT!

Posted 8/26/2005 4:34 PM by Guitarres_de_Amor - reply

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